I want to be strong!

How many times have you given up at something you wanted. I'm sure most of us have, I have. For the longest time in my life I wanted to be a strong confident guy. I wanted a nice physique I could look in the mirror and be proud of. I've always been a skinny weak guy. Now that I've been working out for two months I'm proud of myself. But I look at other people and beat myself up for not being at their level. I'm starting to become burnt out and feel like I could quit again. I've had this feeling before and this is where I quit. I don't want to quit. The road to the body I want will take a good couple of years. I'm barely at the starting line. I can't quit here. The point of this blog is to journal my trip to swole town. I also would like to make it somewhat entertaining to share with other people. It gives me an opportunity to share something with someone and could also help motivate me. At least I'd like to think so.

October 14, 2020

Man, today was a tough day at the gym, I had to combine shoulders and arms to complete my weekly workout routine. Currently I am doing the Bigger, Leaner, Stronger workout routine. I've been in a weird rut lately and hope to get out of it. The one thing I have to keep doing is working out. I can't stop I have to keep the momentum from these last two months going.  I'm fine missing a day and making up under normal circumstances, but this right now isn't normal. I know my will is being tested so I have to keep going.